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Parking Phobia

I got my drivers license two years ago and till now i must say I have this huge fear that I will scratch my car when im parking it. Guess its partly because it did happen twice to me at my house parking lot. Im not a bad driver i must say. Just that im super bad at parking.

I shall try my very best to work on this. The problem is only when im under pressure to park or when this feeling that im going to scratch my car surface. I can park parallel well enough but not butt park. I need a parking tutor. Or maybe for my car  to have park assist like some dream car i had in mind

I aspire to be like the drivers. Naz help me k. You taught me how to drift. Now teach me how to park well and fast.

The Monday Blues Persists…

Super Emo with this malay song,
but gosh it paints what im feeling so well.

Lari, lari, lari… Aku lari tingallkan semua ini
Untuk mencari, cari, cari
Ketenangan diri…
Pergi, pergi, pergi
Engkau pergi dari hidupku ini
Ku tak mahu, mahu
Engkau hadir dalam diri ini…

Keluhan hatiku tak siapa yang tahu
Ku simpan semua sebak di dada
Biar ku yang terluka
Pernahkah kau mengerti caraku memujukmu
Pernahkah kau hargai caraku mencintaimu
Lafaskan kata dari bibir
Adakahnya dari hati
Mungkin kau tak fahami maksudnya
Yang tersembunyi
Titisan air mata dari pipi ke bumi
Pernahkah kau peduli betapa sedih diriku ini

Mengapa… Aku yang terluka… Aku yang merana…
Aku yang menahan sisa baki cinta ini
Engkau yang meminta… Aku yang sengsara…
Rimas, rimas… aku rimas

I just want to run away from everything.
Just want to find that inner sanctum.
Maybe some yoga will help me with that.
Just keep holding on, keep going on strong.

Discouraging Monday

Not a great way to start my week. Woke up in the morning and I was caught off guard by the time of the month.
No wonder I was feeling very weak and emotional the past week.
Can you imagine I cried while watching Legion. LOL.

The cramps were unbearable all my mental plans to study out were canceled.
Just to add salt to my wound one of my neighbors’ house is undergoing renovation.
And the drill have been going on from just now.

So for now this is my motivation.

ps. im so not motivated to go school anymore.

Happy Hummus (:

Prep Time: 10 minutes

Ingredients:

• 1 can garbanzo beans/chickepeas
• 1/4 cup olive oil
• 1 tablespoon lemon juice
• 1 teaspoon cumin

Preparation:

In a food processor, blend all ingredients together until smooth and creamy.

I have been dying to try this out. Im sure it will taste good and it goes well with pita bread. *melts*
But unfortunately I cant seem to find chickepeas in any of the stores. Any idea where I can get them?